I just took a test at Planned Parenthood about a couple hours ago (3pm) and it came out positive. Im freekin out, I mean my period was like 3 weeks late so I should of expected this but I didn't, I never really thought it could happen to me and now I don't know what to do. Im only 16/17, I know thats kinda old compared to some people but it seems young to me. My friend Momo has a 7 month old baby boy and he got put up for adoption. My other friend Hailey is expecting her baby girl soon. I swore I would be next. I just don't know what to do, u all seem really nice so maybe u guys can help me get through this, uh I really just dont know how im going to deal with this...............
I don't know what to talk about. Seriously. I'm just...dead. Ultimately dead. All reasons of living are gone. I just feel like...nothing. Yes this has to do with him.
So I'm trying to get out of OBSESSION LOVE land and in order to do that I have to lose all contact with him. Not so hard since I can't really see him because of the distance. And now I'm a little pissed off since he does have a social life with some girl (EWWW. I HATE HER, she's not good looking at all! (yes I'm jealous it's my curse) And since she lives where he lives which is fuckin far... all I can do is stare at her picture and imagine her impending DEATH!!!
Gawwwd, I have way too much time on my hands. I'm in need of some serious mental help!
ANYWHOO... This one guy completely annoys me though. Well, everyone in my history class does. I sat on the obnoxious popular I'm-pretty-cool attitude side of the room, and now I'm stuck there. The anime people on the other side didn't really care about me and I don't blame them since I didn't even try to get to know them either.
Then we have a new girl. Sucks that she had to be put in dorm 226!!! the girl has this weird mascara on her eyelids. You know, like cat eyes. But everyday? That's like...taking time every morning to put the same do on your face. But I do love her hair. XD its pretty an blonde. She's not so bad, just those regular teen aged girls who text and hang out with a lot of other preppy people. Loads of money but real girly and shit. Dunno how the fuck she got into AEBA.
Pfffffffffffffff. I'm done. I'm a rather boring blogger, aren't I? Try to stick with me. I'll get out of this mess, I hope! :/
I came into my room, saw him looking down at his phone. reading a text. i asked what was wrong. he said nothing. he tried to hide it. but it didn't work. I asked for the phone. he refused to give it up. he locked it, left it on the bed and walked away. I asked for the password.. he refused to give it. he grabbed it back. and left. I came into his room, grabbed the phone. threatened to break it if i didn't talk. he made up some lies to shut me up. he told me it was about a girl he liked. I almost bought it. then he broke down in tears. I could tell there was something wrong. he told me it was because of the fighting, the language, the crying, the.. sending of texts . he tried to deny it. and hide it. but lets be honest. i know the truth. i told him he needed to be more open with me and his sister and tell whats wrong when he's upset. I checked his phone. He's being cyber bullied >:( And your so stupid to leave ur phone number!! This won't end well. You'll get whats coming to you. You don't mess with my friends so easy like that